Whew! 4 more days of school and I am on summer break. I have never felt more ready for summer. My class this year was incredibly challenging. For those that don't know, I taught a K-3 self contained sped class for students with extreme behavioral needs. This year I got bit, hit, kicked, punched in the face, etc. It was an eye opening experience to say the least.
On a happier note, next year I will be teaching KINDERGARTEN! I applied for a job at a new school, in a general education kindergarten class, and I got the job! I am so excited to be starting something new, and to have a team of teachers who have years of experience to help me. Kindergarten is my dream job, so I am ready for the switch. :)
Wednesday, June 8, 2016
Monday, November 23, 2015
Third Month Check-In
I want to say that I can't believe that I haven't blogged since August, but that would be a total lie. This year so far has been challenging, exhausting, overwhelming, time consuming, and crazy. Of course I haven't had time to blog!
Teaching a class of students that have behavioral needs is a whole different ball game. I thought I was ready and prepared but there was nothing in the world that could have prepared me for this class. And form what I am being told, I have an "easy" class compared to the previous years, and what I "could" be getting.
It's hard. I spend so many days frustrated. Days where I barely get to do any teaching because I am too busy trying to prevent dangerous behaviors.
Don't get me wrong, we have some great days! And many of my students have had HUGE behavior progress since the beginning of the year. And I have amazing and wonderful support at my school. My principal, my paras, even the other teachers- they are awesome and I can't imagine not having them for support. But this class is hard. It is frustrating. And it is definitely starting to take it's toll.
It's hard. I spend so many days frustrated. Days where I barely get to do any teaching because I am too busy trying to prevent dangerous behaviors.
Don't get me wrong, we have some great days! And many of my students have had HUGE behavior progress since the beginning of the year. And I have amazing and wonderful support at my school. My principal, my paras, even the other teachers- they are awesome and I can't imagine not having them for support. But this class is hard. It is frustrating. And it is definitely starting to take it's toll.
Monday, August 3, 2015
Watch Me Prove You Wrong
I had an interesting experience today. And maybe I'm overreacting. But maybe I'm not.
I went into my classroom today to work on setting up. On my previous trek into my classroom, I removed a bunch of furniture- mostly the desks. These desks were giant (the size of a desk for a 5th grader-which was not going to work in my K-2 class), and were the ones where the chair is connected to the desk. They didn't work nicely in "groups" of desks, and they seemed so separate from each other. I hated them. So out into the hallway they went with a note for the custodians letting them know that I did not need the desks.
Don't get me wrong, I think desks are great. I used them in my last class, but I almost always had them pushed together into a "group" format. And because of that, I made the decision to ditch the desks and use tables for my students. I love the group work, the conversations, the discussions, and the teamwork that tables encourage. I love that because I only have a couple small tables, my students can choose alternative seating if they want to. They can sit on the floor, they can stand, they can sit at other centers around the classroom- the possibilities are endless!
Now it took me a long time to commit to this kind of seating arrangement. And to be honest, I do still have some desks hidden in my room for those kiddos who can't handle the group time. As a SPED teacher, I know that this might pose a problem later on down the road, but I want them working in groups. I want them working with their peers. I want them learning those social skills. What I DON'T want is them sitting by themselves at a desk where they feel alone. Unless that's what they want- then by all means, go for it.
I promise I'm getting to the "story" part of this post...
Today when I went into my classroom, I was immediately approached by my custodian. He proceeded to inform me that the desks were in my room for a reason- because my SPED kiddos throw the chairs. And it's dangerous. And that's why my classroom needs to have the desks. He told me I have "those EBD kids..." and I became extremely frustrated.
I know my kids have behavior concerns. That's why they are in my class. But I have extremely high hopes and expectations for the kiddos. I worked with an EBD student last year, and I was AMAZED at the amount of progress we made in a short time period. Sure, there were a couple days in the beginning of the year where he picked up his chair and chucked it across the room, but that didn't mean that he didn't deserve a chair. He needed to learn coping mechanisms and replacement behaviors. He wouldn't always be in a class where everything was strapped down so he couldn't throw it. So we worked on it. We practiced. We made improvements. And in less than a month, that same student never threw a chair again.
I guess my point is: I know I have difficult kids, but I am not going to walk into this year expecting the worst. If I have low expectations, I am sure thats how the kids will act. And for my custodian, a man who interacts with my students, to tell me that I have "those EBD kids..." really makes my heart hurt for these students. There will be no chair throwing in my class, because our classroom will be a family. We will have expectations and consequences, and we will learn to cope when we are upset. We will sit in groups, and we will work together, and we will have everything that our general education peers have. We will not sit in ugly, dysfunctional, too-big desks just because someone says that we can't handle. Because I will not allow anyone to classify or judge my students based on the class that they are assigned.
I went into my classroom today to work on setting up. On my previous trek into my classroom, I removed a bunch of furniture- mostly the desks. These desks were giant (the size of a desk for a 5th grader-which was not going to work in my K-2 class), and were the ones where the chair is connected to the desk. They didn't work nicely in "groups" of desks, and they seemed so separate from each other. I hated them. So out into the hallway they went with a note for the custodians letting them know that I did not need the desks.
Don't get me wrong, I think desks are great. I used them in my last class, but I almost always had them pushed together into a "group" format. And because of that, I made the decision to ditch the desks and use tables for my students. I love the group work, the conversations, the discussions, and the teamwork that tables encourage. I love that because I only have a couple small tables, my students can choose alternative seating if they want to. They can sit on the floor, they can stand, they can sit at other centers around the classroom- the possibilities are endless!
Now it took me a long time to commit to this kind of seating arrangement. And to be honest, I do still have some desks hidden in my room for those kiddos who can't handle the group time. As a SPED teacher, I know that this might pose a problem later on down the road, but I want them working in groups. I want them working with their peers. I want them learning those social skills. What I DON'T want is them sitting by themselves at a desk where they feel alone. Unless that's what they want- then by all means, go for it.
I promise I'm getting to the "story" part of this post...
Today when I went into my classroom, I was immediately approached by my custodian. He proceeded to inform me that the desks were in my room for a reason- because my SPED kiddos throw the chairs. And it's dangerous. And that's why my classroom needs to have the desks. He told me I have "those EBD kids..." and I became extremely frustrated.
I know my kids have behavior concerns. That's why they are in my class. But I have extremely high hopes and expectations for the kiddos. I worked with an EBD student last year, and I was AMAZED at the amount of progress we made in a short time period. Sure, there were a couple days in the beginning of the year where he picked up his chair and chucked it across the room, but that didn't mean that he didn't deserve a chair. He needed to learn coping mechanisms and replacement behaviors. He wouldn't always be in a class where everything was strapped down so he couldn't throw it. So we worked on it. We practiced. We made improvements. And in less than a month, that same student never threw a chair again.
I guess my point is: I know I have difficult kids, but I am not going to walk into this year expecting the worst. If I have low expectations, I am sure thats how the kids will act. And for my custodian, a man who interacts with my students, to tell me that I have "those EBD kids..." really makes my heart hurt for these students. There will be no chair throwing in my class, because our classroom will be a family. We will have expectations and consequences, and we will learn to cope when we are upset. We will sit in groups, and we will work together, and we will have everything that our general education peers have. We will not sit in ugly, dysfunctional, too-big desks just because someone says that we can't handle. Because I will not allow anyone to classify or judge my students based on the class that they are assigned.
Monday, July 27, 2015
Advice Needed...
I'm having a hard time setting up my classroom this year. I want to be excited about it, but I just can't seem to find my inspiration. I think it is hard because:
How do I even use "table groups" when I may only have 2 students?
Should I make do with the furniture that I have and try to make it work, or do I go to ikea and get some that I know will be functional and useful?
Do I set up spaces for eight kids, or do I set up spaces for the two I know I have?
I have so many questions and I am having such a difficult time. I've always LOVED setting up my classroom, and I don't know why this year seems to be different. Any advice or ideas would be much appreciated. :)
- I don't know how many kids I have... Last I heard, I only had two students, but my principal said that could change and go up to eight.
- I don't know the grades of these kids... that could be anywhere from K-3.
- The furniture in my classroom is mismatched, and I'm having a hard time deciding what the function of it all should be.
- I don't know what the behavior level is of the kids I am teaching (I am a SPED teacher and will be teaching an emotional/behavioral class).
- It appears the teacher before me was just trying to "just get through the year" which left the room in complete chaos.
How do I even use "table groups" when I may only have 2 students?
Should I make do with the furniture that I have and try to make it work, or do I go to ikea and get some that I know will be functional and useful?
Do I set up spaces for eight kids, or do I set up spaces for the two I know I have?
I have so many questions and I am having such a difficult time. I've always LOVED setting up my classroom, and I don't know why this year seems to be different. Any advice or ideas would be much appreciated. :)
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
MIA!!!
I am so sorry for the lack of posts- I moved! About a month ago I moved from Hawaii to Washington, and between closing the school year, packing, moving, and getting settled, the time just disappeared! I promise I will be back soon. :)
Thursday, April 30, 2015
The Liebster Award!
I was nominated for The Liebster Award by Nicole from Adventures in the ATC!!!!
The Liebster Award is given to beginning bloggers to help acknowledge up and coming blogs. Upon receiving the nomination, the blogger answers 11 questions to help their followers get to know them better. Then, I will have a chance to nominate 11 other bloggers!
The Liebster Award is given to beginning bloggers to help acknowledge up and coming blogs. Upon receiving the nomination, the blogger answers 11 questions to help their followers get to know them better. Then, I will have a chance to nominate 11 other bloggers!
1. Why and how long ago did you start blogging?
I have been blogging for a couple of years now. It started out as a way to laugh about my student teaching experiences, and a way to share with my family who lived far away. Now I am trying to transition it into something more like all the other teacher blogs that I see.
2. What one word sums up the heart of your blog and why?
Sharing! I am sharing with my family, sharing with other teachers, and they are sharing with me. I love seeing all the different things that other teachers are doing, and being able to connect with other SPED teachers who just "get it."
3. Is there something you learned late in your blogging journey you wished you knew before?
I am still so knew to blogging that I am learning something new every day!!! I would love to learn teachers come up with the things that they post and how they continue to post in a timely manner!!!
4. What is your favorite pastime other than blogging?
In my spare time, I have been coaching cheerleading for girls in grades 7-9. I also love hanging out with my zoo at home (2 cats, 2 dogs).
5. How many hours a week do you dedicate to your blog/TPT?
Not as much as I should. :) I am still trying to figure out how to balance my time teaching and personal life with blogging. Plus- I'm prepping for a big move in the next couple months, so I really need to work to make time to blog.
6. What category of blog posts do you enjoy most?
I love blogs where people are just telling stories about their experiences. And I especially enjoy posts where teachers are "venting." I find so many posts to be incredibly relatable and it just reminds me that I am not alone.
7. Where does your blog inspiration come from?
Currently my inspiration comes from whatever happened in the classroom. Art projects, lessons, funny stories. I also really enjoy participating in linky parties that way I can discover more blogs, and have a set topic to write about. :)
8. Which post that you’ve written are you most proud of?
I must say that I don't really have a standout post yet, but one that I currently am working on in my "drafts" is probably going to be a real favorite!
9. Is there a post you have been planning to do but have been postponing it for a while now?
The one that is currently in my draft.... I think it is the best one I have written!!! We will see once I publish it.
10. What is your favorite aspect of blogging?
My favorite aspect of blogging is being able to make friends with teachers all over the world. It's crazy to think that someone reading my little blog could be in Texas or Florida or even Australia!!!
11. Which idea from a blog would you like to try yourself?
I want to try the Brigance Safety Sight word pack from Simply Special Ed. Many of my kiddos are working on personal safety, so I think this would be a great idea in my classroom!!! I also find many decorating and classroom set up ideas from all of the blogs I follow, and I can't wait to try it out in my classroom next year!!
Now I nominate these wonderful teacher bloggers:
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Meet: The Special ABC's!
Blog name change? Check!
Blog design makeover? Check! (Thank you so much to Lindsey from Miss Johnston's Journey and L. Paull Designs For All!)
Instagram at over 100 followers? Check!
I am so excited for my new design! I am hoping that this is the kick in the butt that I need to start blogging more! I do post more on my instagram than I do on my blog, so please follow me on instagram as well- thespecialabcs.
*For my family who reads this blog, if you aren't on instagram, you can click the camera button on the flags at the top of my page. That will take you to my instagram page so you can see my pictures!!!*
For those who are new to my blog/instagram, I currently am a special education teacher in Hawaii, on the island of Oahu. I teach a K, 1st, and 2nd grade class for students with moderate-severe disabilities. It is a lot of work, but I love it so much- more on that in a later blog post. :)
At the end of this school year, I will be moving back home to Washington State, where I will be living in the Tacoma area. I don't know my exact position yet, but I have been hired in a school district as an elementary special education teacher. I will find out my grade and classroom type soon (fingers crossed).
I have a link to my TpT store at the top of my blog, however I haven't mastered the art of teaching AND creating for others yet. Currently, I am still in the "figure out what I want to teach and find something on TpT to help me teach it" stage, not the "I know what I am doing and can share it with others" stage. :) I'll figure it out at some point, right?!
Thank you all for taking the time to read my blog. I love getting to share about my experiences and ideas, and I love reading other blogs in my free time. If you are reading this and have a blog, please leave your blog name/instagram name in a comment below so I can follow you!
Blog design makeover? Check! (Thank you so much to Lindsey from Miss Johnston's Journey and L. Paull Designs For All!)
Instagram at over 100 followers? Check!
I am so excited for my new design! I am hoping that this is the kick in the butt that I need to start blogging more! I do post more on my instagram than I do on my blog, so please follow me on instagram as well- thespecialabcs.
*For my family who reads this blog, if you aren't on instagram, you can click the camera button on the flags at the top of my page. That will take you to my instagram page so you can see my pictures!!!*
For those who are new to my blog/instagram, I currently am a special education teacher in Hawaii, on the island of Oahu. I teach a K, 1st, and 2nd grade class for students with moderate-severe disabilities. It is a lot of work, but I love it so much- more on that in a later blog post. :)
At the end of this school year, I will be moving back home to Washington State, where I will be living in the Tacoma area. I don't know my exact position yet, but I have been hired in a school district as an elementary special education teacher. I will find out my grade and classroom type soon (fingers crossed).
I have a link to my TpT store at the top of my blog, however I haven't mastered the art of teaching AND creating for others yet. Currently, I am still in the "figure out what I want to teach and find something on TpT to help me teach it" stage, not the "I know what I am doing and can share it with others" stage. :) I'll figure it out at some point, right?!
Thank you all for taking the time to read my blog. I love getting to share about my experiences and ideas, and I love reading other blogs in my free time. If you are reading this and have a blog, please leave your blog name/instagram name in a comment below so I can follow you!
Monday, April 27, 2015
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
Surviving until Summer!
Inside the Classroom:
- Go Noodle! Since my students have been a bit more fidgety and unfocused than normal, we have been taking lots and lots of go noodle breaks! They love doing the Mr. Catman brain teaser videos, and they all love to dance. They all have their favorite videos that they ask for every day. I love seeing their enthusiasm for dancing and moving. Sometimes they even ask to do the videos instead of going out for recess!
- New Student! Even though we only have 6 weeks left of school, I got a new student from another class (newly qualified for SPED) and she is a joy! She is more verbal than most of my students and enjoys playing with my non verbal kiddos. She participates well and follows all directions and seems to crave positive attention! She is a great fit in our class and is really helping the non verbal kids try to "talk".
- New Curriculum! Although I tried my best, I wasn't the greatest at making time for science/social studies. But now, thanks to TPT, I have some new activities for both of those areas, and I have lessons planned through the end of the year! My kids love doing science, and I am so grateful for the wonderful resources online that are allowing me to keep them engaged!
- Yoga....! I am thinking about doing daily (or maybe weekly) yoga time in my class! I think my kids would love it, and it would be great for some of my kiddos with motor delays. Anyone want to come teach my kids yoga?!
Outside the Classroom
- Exploring Hawaii! Since I only have about 7 weeks left of living on this wonderful island, I am trying to make the most of my time. I am going to cram as much "touristy" activities in as I can before I leave! Some of the things on the agenda include swimming with dolphins, shark cage diving, sea walking, parasailing, and just spending some more time at the beach.
- Packing! Since I'll be moving right after the school year ends, I am trying to slowly but surely pack up my apartment for the move. Even though I am leaving a lot of stuff here, I still magically have a lot of stuff to bring. I don't think I'll ever be done packing!
- Blogging/Instagram! I am trying to blog more and be more involved in the wonderful teacher community that is online. I created a blog instagram (follow me!! my name is thespecialabcs) and am in the process of having my blog name changed, as well as my design! I love being able to share with all the wonderful teachers out there, and getting advice for all the problems I run into. Plus, it's a great way to keep my family updated on my teaching adventures, since they all live on the mainland.
How are you surviving until summer? :)
Friday, April 3, 2015
My SPED Daily Schedule
Thursday, April 2, 2015
April Currently
I can't believe it is already April... I am now in the 4th quarter of my first year of teaching! Where did the time go? How is it already April?
I'm linking up with Oh' Boy 4th Grade-
Listening: HGTV is pretty much constantly on in my home. I love getting ideas about how to renovate decorate my future house.
Loving: During spring break, my school installed AC in my classroom! As a teacher in Hawaii where it is hot every day, this is huge news!!! Now I can wear nicer clothes because I won't be worried about sweating all day. Yay AC!!
Thinking: I am going to Disneyland in July with my parents. I know I am going, I am committed to going. So I should probably book my flight/park tickets soon... Then I'll be really committed!
Wanting: I spent all week in GLAD training at my school, and I learned some awesome strategies for my ELL students and even some good ideas to try with my SPED students. I have a few strategies that I plan on trying to implement next week, and I can't wait to see how my students respond.
Needing: I am so thankful that there is no school tomorrow. 3 day weekends are the perfect amount of time for a weekend!
Blog name: Well, I'm a teacher, I drink way too much coffee, and I live in Hawaii! But- my blog name will be changing in the next month since I will be moving to Washington, and my blog will be getting a complete make over from Miss Johnston's Journey!
Sunday, March 29, 2015
April Showers Bring May Flowers
Monday, September 29, 2014
Five for Friday {Late to the Party}
I had an emergency IEP coming up for one of my students, so now I will be throwing together my very first IEP in a little less than a week. I'm pretty much done at this point, but I was SO overwhelmed when I found out that I had to do it. I am a huge planner, and now I didn't have enough planning time. I am thinking it is going to be ok! If you have an IEP tips or tricks, let me know!
We had a data team meeting with my grade level, and I discovered that my severe SPED students are actually not that far behind the general education students! Especially in math... we are right on their heels! The gap is closing!!!
My cheerleaders had a football game on Friday. It was hot and muggy, but we almost won! Which was really impressive considering we were playing a D1 team who kicked our butts last year. We were only a couple points away, and played really well!
My mom comes into town this Thursday, so I spent a majority of the week/weekend cleaning, organizing, decorating, and trying to make my apartment look nice... Easier said then done. That will continue through out this week, and probably right up until she gets here.
Well that's it! Only 4 more school days until a much needed fall break. Woo hoo! This new teacher desperately needs the break...
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Over 2 Months Later...
^This is my student computer area.
^Front of my classroom/student desk area
^Math manipulatives/dictionaries
^Another view of the front of my classroom
^Teacher area
^Back of my classroom (Morning meeting/calendar area)
^Material storage and another view of the teacher area
^Classroom library
^More classroom library and my EA's area behind
^In classroom bathroom area!
Friday, July 11, 2014
Last Day of my First Job
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
July Currently!
Listening: Summer school is starting soon. The kids are running around outside. How do they have so much energy in the mornings?!
Loving: Between school all last week, cheer camp all weekend, and now school again... I'm ready for a day off. Hooray for Friday!
Thinking: Last Friday was a SPED team meeting at my new school. I got to go in and see my new classroom, take pictures, and see what I am looking at. All I want to do now is set it up!!
Wanting: If I had the keys, ^^ would actually be possible!
Needing: I just looked at my "To Grade" bin and there is a huge stack!! Oops. Guess I should get those graded before the kiddos come in.
4th Plans: My roommates family got a hotel room right in front of the fireworks in Waikiki. We are going to spend the whole day there, and then watch the fire works at night!
Friday, June 20, 2014
Substitutes!
Friday, June 13, 2014
Five for Friday {First Time!}
I am trying to link up with as many linky partys as I can that way people can see and maybe even follow my blog! So here is another one...
It is time for five for Friday with Doodle Bugs Teaching!
I finally got some student work up on my boards in my classroom. So now it doesn't look so bare! Yay!Wednesday was a holiday here in Hawaii so we had the day off from school. I went with a group of friends to get breakfast from this place in Kailua called Cinnamons. They have THE BEST guava chiffon pancakes. They are so incredibly good. Like dessert but for breakfast. Yum! That was great.
22 Jump Street comes out today. I am pretty excited. I want to go see it today, but I don't have time. So I am going tomorrow. :)
I spend one of the days earlier this week organizing all of my photo albums and backing them up to drop box. I found baby pictures of all of my 3 fur babies. I am glad they are now backed up and going to be saved for ever! Here are some of their cute baby pictures.
I made it all week without going to Starbucks. I made my own drinks at home before I left for school. But this morning, I caved. I went to Starbucks and got a bagel AND and and Oprah Chai. It was wonderful, and well worth it. Made this Friday go by much faster!
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Monday Made It {First Time!}
Yesterday was my FIRST DAY teaching summer school, and my FIRST DAY having my very own class with out a mentor teacher. It was so much fun yet so incredibly terrifying at the same time. Luckily... it went really well! My kids were well behaved, they followed my directions, they told me they loved my class at the end of the day, and they got their work done! I call that a success! Having my kids enjoy this class is really important to me. I am teaching summer school at a fine arts summer program, but my class is reading class for students performing below average. So they go to all these fun classes (like dance and ceramics and PE), and then they come to reading. If I can keep them interested and having fun- my job is complete!
Time for my first Monday Made It! I know it is a day late, but better late than never! Thank you to 4th Grade Frolics for putting this together!
I'm pretty excited about the one thing I made this week... but it has a lot of parts. I made.... MY CLASSROOM!!
Yes my first every classroom is decorated and ready! I'm pretty proud of it. It started completely blank with all the furniture stacked. I had no idea how much I would have to set up for summer school, but now I love it! So here are all the pictures of my new classroom.
^This is the front of my classroom. It has the alphabet at the top (which I made), the 1-2 grade library on the left, my READ table on the right, and the behavior chart.
^These are the birthday sticks that I made for my students. They are just crazy straws, and they get to pick one when it is their birthday.
^This is my desk area. I LOVE that the bookshelves were already painted yellow, considering it is my favorite color. It's kind of organized, and kind of just stuff thrown in bags... oops. :)
^This is the student work wall for my 3-5th grade class. They each have a folder hanging, and as they finish work, they will add it to their folder so it can be displayed. Also, this shows my 3rd-5th grade library.
^My READ table! I made the letters myself. They are just wooden letters covered in scrapbook paper. This is the table where our pencils, erasers, and highlighters live. Each student picked a folder when they came in on the first day. Each folder had a parent letter and an "about me" paper for the students to fill out.
^This is where I have my rules posted. I am using the whole brain teaching rules with my class this summer to see how they work out. The rules are:
1. Follow directions quickly.
2. Raise your hand for permission to speak.
3. Raise your hand for permission to leave your seat.
4. Make smart choices.
5. Keep your dear teacher happy. :)
^This is my anchor chart bulletin board and my behavior chart. I am planning on leaving this anchor chart up. In my reading class, we are doing close reading as our "curriculum." These are just the basic steps for close reading so that my students can refer to them.
The behavior chart I got from That's So Second Grade. I love it! The levels say: Parent contact (red), teachers choice (orange), make better choices (yellow), ready to learn (green), great choices (pink), and outstanding day (purple). All the students start on green, and can move up and down the chart through out the day depending on their behavior.
^This is just another view of the front of my room. The display folders for my 1st and 2nd grade class are located below the white board.
^Another view of my 1st/2nd grade library.
Sunday, June 1, 2014
My First Currently... June!
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